Bear with me, I am self admittedly insane, everyone knows
that by now. Most of my insanity stems from my dreams. So I often wonder about
everyone’s dreams. I know how my dreams
are, the things I see, the things I do and the way I feel. Everyone has those odd okay I dreamt this and
now it's happening moments in life, but what do you do when you start having
them constantly. Besides Prozac that is.
I sleep less and less, not on purpose just residually. I love sleeping I hate what I dream because I
dream of nothing without purpose. My life is almost a daily mode of perpetual
déjà vu. At times like this, it’s intensified. People like to think that being
able to tell the future and understanding things about life away would be
awesome. But do you really want to know
all of the awful or wonderful things that will happen to you and those you love
most? You don't dream about the winning
lottery numbers, in the grand scheme of things, these material things are not
the lessons you are being taught. The things I dream about are emotional, moral
and spiritual. What I have learned over time is that whether you know the
outcome or don't know the outcome, very rarely (if ever) can you change the
outcome. At best you usually just delay
the outcome. Those are full circle
moments, the powers that be putting you on the path they set that you were
silly enough to get off of and find yourself right back in that direction. I'm living one right now actually in regards
to my education.
I believe we get these directives from our dreams. Yes little dream bots that like to set up
your sleeping landscape to properly convey the message you need to be
given. Your sleep cycles determine how
many of the little buggers you get. Every human being that has caused or will
cause cataclysmic upheaval in my life I've dreamed of. And depending on the level of chaos they
bring, they have a recognizable role in my dreams. Some are calming, some odd, some brief some
ongoing. But I dream of no one that plays no role in my life whether right now
or in the near future.
I've found out from friends that those very people have the
oddest dreams about me. Apparently I
dream of no one who doesn't dream of me back, whether they know it or not. Oddly enough in their dreams I'm this scythe
of justice, telling things like it is without flinching and generally punishing
those that are doing wrongful deeds. Funny but sounds too Goddess Athena with
an arch angel Gabriel sidecar for me.
Because sometimes I'm told, I'm in armor wielding a sword, yeah,
suitable but off putting.
So that leads directly into time travel. My dreams don't
stay in one place in time they actually span a wide variety of times. I never really understood it before. I would
notice the change of dress and the environment but never really negotiated it
with time travel. Then when I thought about the idea of past lives and
instances of precognition, before your personality is formed in the womb you
would be made privy to a wealth of information right before being sealed in
flesh. I would imagine that the whole
kaleidoscope of time is spread before you for such a short time that we can't
count it. In that flash you would know
everything and then it's gone. The side
effects, the residuals of that stay with you as you pick from everything what
you aspire to the most. Who you will be.
I've started a new book series where I'll start delving
deeper into some of these off kilter asinine theories of mine. The series will be about renewal, a changing
of the guards so to speak. An ascension
of humanity into becoming their own shepherds keepers and guardians. I've started the first two books of the
series. They'll have to be dubbed SCI-Fi
romance because of the pairing off, mating aspect but really it's just not
discounting any side of life. So much
knowledge and information passes between human beings during sex, were we more
open to it we would learn so much more. It's why intimacy can be increased with
sex but not created. You have to know
the person before you're able to truly understand what they are physically
saying to you. Bad communication is just
that.
So through sleep cycles, dream bots and time travel a new
future will be written.
