Have you ever wanted. . .

Have you ever wanted to love?

I mean really love.  

Not that bullshit your last failed relationship was but an honest to goodness meeting of heart and soul. A merging of two spirits to form a complete whole.  

Have you ever wanted to really understand that connection that core deep binding to someone where you know if you breathe they feel it. 

Beyond logical response or restraint. 

Beyond those simpletons that complain about how hard relationships are because oh no someone actually cares about what happens to you and wants to see you as you are without boundaries and borders.

Have you ever wanted to know in your heart, your soul, your gut that they are there and they are always on your team?

You give and try to build with shallow selfish children that listen to their id when you are listening to their hearts. 

Have you ever wanted to defy what people tell you about men and women and how they have to interact?

Move away from those dull shallow attachments that have no clue that true intimacy doesn't involve sex it involves pain.

Sharing of pain, of life of death of true emotion.

Its the sharing of life as it comes passion, creation being.

Its standing emotionally naked and bare before their eyes open and weeping without shame or fear.

Its knowing that the intimacy you are giving, the glimpse into the most innocent and vulnerable part of you is not going to be casually ripped apart by the mewling discord of an emotionally crippled vagrant. 

So would I.