As I'm trying to complete book 3 of the W.A.R.M. Front series I must reread the previous two because of how time intertwined the first three are. I'll be able to loosen the load some when I tell Rachel's story and we'll get to catch up with all of our happy couples by the time Debbie settles down a few years from the original 2005 date of the first book Sandra's Social.
Our girl Sandy, the one who started this whole mess in the first place.
The only thing harder than trying to tie together the timeline instances that make these three books rebound off of each other is fighting the nearly nihilistic desire to edit the previous two. Which just means at some point in time I will convince myself to rewrite and re-release this series.
As writers we learn so much about ourselves through our characters. They built a base for us that has nothing to do with who we see ourselves as in real life. Then they take on new life and tell you who they are. Its hard to describe that process to someone who doesn't write but I remembered this all too well as I reread this scene that sprang from me practically fully formed as my characters demanded a little fun time give in take in the middle of their intense personality clashes.
Here is one of my favorite excerpts from Sandra's Social:
Our girl Sandy, the one who started this whole mess in the first place.
The only thing harder than trying to tie together the timeline instances that make these three books rebound off of each other is fighting the nearly nihilistic desire to edit the previous two. Which just means at some point in time I will convince myself to rewrite and re-release this series.
As writers we learn so much about ourselves through our characters. They built a base for us that has nothing to do with who we see ourselves as in real life. Then they take on new life and tell you who they are. Its hard to describe that process to someone who doesn't write but I remembered this all too well as I reread this scene that sprang from me practically fully formed as my characters demanded a little fun time give in take in the middle of their intense personality clashes.
Here is one of my favorite excerpts from Sandra's Social:
“You’re drunk lady.”
His blue eyes looked into hers openly. She couldn’t place when it had started,
but he wasn’t trying to shield his emotions from her anymore. Instead he lay exposed to her,
breathing harder from laughter, eyes glowing with mischief, and an almost
catlike curious intensity. This is
what he was like as child she thought suddenly. This is the person his grandparents had nurtured and
created.
Sandra dropped the now useless controller, and her
face shifted into a crooked grin that she knew brought out the shallow dimple
she had above her left cheek. The
change in him was immediate.
Instantly he reached up, and lightly touched the spot with his
finger. Sitting up onto his elbows
he let his lips brush hers for a moment, and then he took her mouth with that
super experienced way he had of kissing her. Sandra felt her head spin, and knew that she was drunk, but not
that drunk. She had never had a
man kiss her like this. The other
times with him had been excellent, no doubt about that. But this one was . . . . different. It
was softer and sweeter. It held
more tenderness, and even more affection.
This extraordinary man kissed her like he liked her. The times before had been curious and
expert making them rather tentative in comparison of this intimate
exploration.
The kiss ruled her mouth as he kissed her mouth like
she was his. Languidly his tongue
dipped into her, and laved hers.
His mouth tasted her, drunk her in, and then it got hungrier. The warmth of his palm was against her
face. Soft sable brown locks of hair were speared through her fingertips as she
cradled his head. She could feel
his ears between her thumb and index fingers. Without thinking she brushed her fingers over his
lobes. He stopped kissing her
instantly, and just stared into her eyes intently. It lasted for an eternity it seemed because she saw
everything in those eyes. They had
darkened to that shade of blue that resembled the sky at midnight.
Sandra mumbled, “Don’t tell me I tickled them.”
That was met with the most genuine smile she had ever
been blessed with.
“No, not exactly.” His head fell back onto her lap.
“Tell me your name.”
She instantly sobered. “Why?”
Beautiful eyes slid shut. Somehow she had broken his comfort with the question as he
hid himself again she realized. He
only looked away from people when he didn’t want them to be able to read what
he couldn’t keep from being in them.
The man was too honest by half.
Swallowing hard he let them slide open slowly
revealing that marvelous shade of blue that seemed to contain the secrets of
the universe. “I need to know you’re real.”
“Then touch me and see.”
“I told you that ---”
“And I’ll tell you next week.”
In disbelief he stared up at her, and she saw his
better judgment warring with what he wanted.
“I’m going to hold you to that.”
With slow deliberation he leaned up, and kissed her
again, and it seemed like the oven inside her had been turned on. The son of a bitch had been holding out
on her she believed. There was
nothing in any of the kisses that he had given her before that indicated that
this would be the response her body would have to him. Sandra knew that things were happening
inside her very quickly, and she was actually starting to become afraid from
the influx of feeling he had placed in this kiss. And even more afraid of the feelings his kiss sent coursing
through her. The warmest curl of desire began to hum in her belly as her
breasts tightened, the nipples puckering.
Her legs were rapidly becoming useless. Even her hair felt hot. Now he was pushing her to the floor beneath him. He fit himself between her legs, and
braced himself on his elbows as he kissed her at his leisure.
Between biting kisses he started, “You have the best
lips, soft, full.” He nipped her. “Kissable. That first night they are what I
remember.”
He continued to kiss her, long, soft, sweet, and
steadily the aggression built.
Sandra dug her fingers into his hair, and gently tugged when the kiss
became too much, and he would ever so slightly reign it in until she had
settled enough for him to start again.
But too soon she was lost again in a swirling mass of excitement,
desire, fear, and helplessness.
“Tell me what you’re feeling.” The whispered request
caused an answering shiver inside her as he began to nibble on her neck.
Sandra thought about the hot demand, and realized that
she didn’t like the answer. She felt out of control, and lost in a sea of
unknown waters. She had never felt this way with any man. The absolute truth of
that settled on her like being dumped in the snow with nothing but her
underwear on. And that was a terrible feeling. She knew because of a rotten practical joke played on her by
her cousins one Christmas in New York as they had visited some of her American
based Greek family. The true problem was that she knew she couldn’t honor his
request as she stiffened beneath him.
Feeling her sudden stiffness he responded by lifting his head, and
looking at her questioningly.
“Did I say something wrong?”
“Yes, no,” she stammered. “I’m not used to . . . I
don’t . . .”
“Don’t be shy woman, spit it out,” he grated.
“I’m not
a talker,” Sandra blurted trying to reel her hammering heart and libido back in
before they got her into serious trouble.
With a raised brow he shrugged. “Okay, then don’t
talk.”
“It’s just that if you prefer a talker,” she
hesitated. “I just wouldn’t want to disappoint. I don’t talk. I don’t scream. I usually make very little
noise during.”
The insufferable man smirked at her. “My condolences.”
Sandra pushed onto his chest, and he reluctantly sat
up.
“Maybe we ought to discuss what we are expecting
here?” She was willing to say anything to get his hands off of her so she could
think straight again. She was trying to ignore points from Erikson’s theory on
Intimacy versus Isolation ringing through her head. I’m not choosing isolation, she raged internally.
All interest with having sex with her left as he
stared at her as if she had gone daft.
“Honestly I just expected sex,” frustrated he muttered
beneath his breath.
Sandra nodded as she started to scoot away from him.
That scent of his was driving her crazy. So were his wet lips, his pounding
heart, and the look in his eyes. “Yeah, but what if we aren’t really
compatible. Our likes could
totally not suit.”
“There’s only one way to find that out.”
“I just wouldn’t want to waste any time if it
appeared—”
Apparently done with her, the man quickly hopped up
from the floor. “I’m making myself a drink.”
Sandra made a face to herself, and took a deep
breath. Thank God he had started
talking when he did. She had been
well on her way to chucking her project, her principals, whatever else was
left, to sleep with him. Worse yet
was the lingering thought that it wouldn’t have been a bad idea. She took deep breaths to try and slow
her heart rate, and to gain some form of composure before he came back.
Unfortunately, now he was pissed; she could see it. She knew from previous experience that he was a real prick when
he got mad. God she had been oblivious to all else except for his lips, and
that wonderful body pressed to hers.
Right now the body in question was reclined on the chaise staring at the
ceiling.
Sandra looked over at him, and saw his long legs stretched
out before him. The black slacks he was wearing were unbuttoned, and she could
see his hairline taper from his navel to disappear there. Appalled she realized that she was
salivating when her eyes fixed on his hip, and she could see the line made by the
ending of his abdominal muscles, and the beginning of his hipbone. Letting her eyes drift upward to his
muscled and sparsely haired chest, she tried to get control of her raging
hormones. Sandra felt her eyes
shift over the long perfectly shaped slabs that were his pectorals. Enviously she watched the sheen of
sweat that gilded his broad and thick shoulders. Thickly muscled arms rested as
his left loosely dangled his drink above the floor. What she wouldn’t give to be the type of woman that would go
over, climb on top of him, and lick him from head to toe. Sensing her silent perusal he turned to
look at her, and she saw the perplexed expression on his face.
The gorgeous creature lifted the sifter to his lips,
and casually took a drink.
“I’ll have you know, Madame, that engaging in sexual
discourse with someone you are very attracted too is never a waste of
time.” He sipped again. “Unless of
course you aren’t very attracted to the person you are engaging with.” He
frowned. “Am I not engaging?”
Sandra actually laughed out loud. It was cute really. His offbeat way of asking if he was
attractive caught her completely off guard. The alcohol had to be talking; he would never voice such a
thing were he more aware. She was
in his house; the man had mirrors.
Smiling still she replied, “You ever think that maybe
you’re too engaging, and it throws a woman for a loop.”
Not believing a word of it he practically hissed,
“Whatever, you can’t be that close to doing . . . it, and just back off unless
you don’t want to do . . . . it with the person you’re doing . . . . it with.”
Maybe tonight she was that woman Sandra thought as she
found herself straddling his hips and looking into those oh so blue eyes. With a sly playful look, she took his
drink from him, sipped on it herself, and quickly found herself coughing and
gasping for air as he patted her back hard.
“Irish whiskey, goes down harsh,” he said deadpan.
Feeling sexy as hell with her eyes watering, her
breathing scattered, and her voice sounding like jaded sandpaper, she got out,
“I got a little freaked out cause I didn’t think I’d measure up to you.”
With the delicacy of a ram he huffed at her, and took
his drink back sipping it with much more success than she had accomplished. He
looked at her as his forehead creased thoughtfully, “You really don’t know how
beautiful you are.”
Sandra tilted her head at him and smiled sheepishly.
“I’m starting to understand how beautiful you think I am.”
“This couldn’t possibly be happening too fast for
you?”
Sandra nodded knowing that it was the truth. She
wasn’t ready for what happened to her when she was in his arms. It was too intense and left her much
too open and raw to him. She had
accomplished so much in her life, these feelings she had for him confused her
because she didn’t know what they were besides very strong. Strong enough to sweep her away it
seemed.
Sipping his whiskey, cool, dark blue eyes regarded her
silently. The emotion behind them
intense, but under control.
“What should we do?”
Her mind yelled ‘Run Away’, but she actually managed
to shrug casually and suggest, “A break?”
Refusing immediately he shook his head. “You don’t
convince yourself to have less of a good thing.”
Sandra conceded that point in her head, and then said,
“Who says this is a good thing.”
He let his eyes roam over her, where she was, and he
stated rather sharply, “It is apparent that we get on quite well.”
Sandra blushed from what he implied, and then
inspiration started taking root inside of her making her hold up her finger.
“But who’s to say that the novelty of this unusual arrangement of ours wears
off leaving us avoiding each other on the streets.”
“It’s been going on for months now, and if so, so be
it.” To emphasize he sat up bringing his face inches from hers. “I’m not a
quitter Madame, in any regard.”
Seeing the challenge in his eyes Sandra gave him
another sly look. She leaned
against him, and started to whisper in his ear just so she could feel him,
making sure her response wasn’t imagined.
“A wager perhaps.”
Intrigued now he leaned back instantly bracing an arm
behind himself. “What kind of a wager?
I happen to know that you are a sadist.”
Mocking his slightly British tone exactly, “I beg to
differ sir; I believe you have me at a loss. I am no more a sadist than you are a masochist.”
An arched brow was his response, which caused her to
chuckle at the aristocratic nature of the gesture. Her laughter caused him to respond with his own letting her
know that the gesture had been intentional, and for her response.
“I spent a lot of time with my grandfather, and my
grandmother does visit the Ancestral home quite a bit which causes me to be
there a lot. Forgive me if my
accent slips from time to time.”
“Nothing to forgive, I like the sound of it. Most people who live in Texas eventually
sound like Texans. Myself
included. It’s nice to hear
something different.”
Nodding graciously he asked pointedly, “And that
wager?”
She placed her hands onto his shoulders, and pushed
him flat again. She leaned over him until she could fold her arms on his chest,
and rest her chin on them.
“You’re not gonna believe it.”
Enjoying the way her mind worked, he smiled slowly,
and offered her his drink. She
accepted it, and took a cautious sip learning from her previous mistake.
Smooth and deep his words set her senses to trembling
as he breathed, “Try me,” over the skin of her fingertips.
